Zitkala-Sa's experience at the boarding school was marked by resistance, fear, and emotional trauma due to forced cultural assimilation. As a Native American child, she was sent to a missionary school that systematically erased her cultural identity. A deeply traumatic event was the forced cutting of her long hair, a symbol of pride and dignity in her culture. Despite her youth, Zitkala-Sa displayed significant courage and defiance, attempting to hide to avoid the haircut, a clear effort to protect her cultural identity. Her being dragged out and shorn exemplifies the institution's cruelty and lack of empathy. Her response was not merely personal fear but also symbolic opposition to colonial rule. The imposed dress code, unfamiliar food, new language, and the suppression of her traditions resulted in her feeling dehumanized and alienated. The loss of her hair became a metaphor for the loss of self. Zitkala-Sa's account powerfully illustrates the profound psychological damage inflicted by forced assimilation. Her emotional reactions—shock, anger, humiliation—reveal the internal struggle of being separated from her heritage. Nevertheless, her detailed recollection and written voice demonstrate resilience and the persistent spirit of identity preservation even under oppressive circumstances.